OoWoo #405 – “They” Say A Lot of Things

PonderingsFor years I’ve heard this innocuous word “they” – which when used in this phrase appears to represent the “Royal We” of whomever is noted as having the ultimate advice on any given subject at any given moment.  What I have observed, mostly through personal trail and error, is “they” are not necessarily the be-and-end-all source of advice.

We read books; we are guided by our parents; we go to seminars hosted by ‘gurus’; we are taught by a multitude of learned adults during school; we are preached to by our religious leaders; we interact with our peers and then we hear what “they” have to say.  So many entities giving ‘advice’. 

How do we decipher what is real versus imagined; fact versus fiction; opinion versus observation?

THEN once we view this information, through the myriad of coloured glasses we wear, each one of us may end up deciphering the same data with different results.  Perspective.

I’m someone who has always enjoyed math.  Other than in George Orwell’s 1984, 2+2 always equals 4.  The square root of 64 always equals 8. In a right angle triangle, the square of the hypotenuse (the side opposite the right angle) is equal to the sum of the squares of the other two sides.   It’s irrefutable.

I like definitives. I’m someone who strives to live within observation and avoid opinions (please note the operative word here is “strives” – I continue to work on this).  I like logic, order and reason.

So how then do I make sense of the rest?

One option is to ask myself whether the information resonates within.  

I typically link resonance to being aligned with my truth. But truth can be subjective – based upon one person’s perspective – in this case…mine. And thinking something is true implies the absence of falsehood – which may not actually be the case.  

So back to resonance. 

If something resonates should it not feel good?  But then whether something feels good can also be considered subjective can it not? A massage feels good to me. So too does the warm wind on a beach. However, I know others for whom these things do not feel good.  


Now, I’m going in circles and am still asking how do I make sense of it all??

Further pondering ensues…..

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Options – OoWoo #405

PBBYesterday I was assisting a visitor to the area while they were doing a quick shop for staples at the grocery store. The options available included 1 brand of peanut butter and then a choice of either smooth or crunchy.  Bread is typically one brand with a few options – but style and type of bread is mostly what some refer to as “air bread”. I commented that one of the things I’ve observed in Costa Rica is there are a limited number of options when looking for something – sometimes there may be only the one option to choose from. 

In reviewing my words later that evening I realized while a portion of what I shared may be considered an observation (an irrefutable fact – 1 or 2 options available) how I shared this information was infused with an opinion (“limited” and “only”) – my specific perspective. This got me to thinking…

Dinnerware OptionsFrom a Canadian perspective I am used to having numerous options to choose from when I go to purchase something for the household. Say I wish to purchase a set of kitchen dishes – I could go to a dozen stores all within a short drive and have 10-30 options in each store. Here you may have a few stores – locally and within the surrounding towns, and if you are lucky a store may have 2 or 3 options to choose from.  If I were shopping for curtains there are some stores in Canada which have over 50 options to choose from. Locally there is the 1 store with a few options and another farther away which had about 10 different types – 2 options on the type of rod attachment and a few options of colour with maybe 3 makes for variety.  

On the other side of things, I have observed, when going to a more densely populated area, there seems to be a lot of options for clothing (the 2 malls I’ve been through in the outskirts of San Jose appeared to be comprised of over 60% clothing stores). Then again, when we were in Uvita we came across a store which had home decor and lights with about 40 choices in table top and floor lamps. Walter surmised for this case it may be to cater to the expat community setting up their homes as there are a large number of new build developments in the area. 

When I asked a local expat in the Ojochal area about her #1 challenge of living in Costa Rica – she commented on the lack of choices available for products. Interesting…

After my evening ponder, I realized I had been looking at the availability of purchasing options from what I was personally used to – ultimately stating the observation with my opinionated twist. I wonder how many of us do this? 

option 4I started to look at the situation from another tilt. Is it possible the locals do not require so many options? Could it be the item is not a high demand product so availability should be considered a blessing? I cannot actually comment on their perspective as I am not a local. However, I can attempt to rephrase and remove my opinion. 

When shopping for housewares in Costa Rica, depending on the item and your location, one may find 1 or a few choices.   If I find something close to what I am looking for, I have the opportunity to consider this a blessing,  I love deconstructing my words and thoughts.   Thanks for tuning in! 

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Aha! – OoWoo #404

Had an email exchange with someone today.  It was sent after a round of emails with a group of people involved in a particular discussion.  Each was interpreting based upon their perspective…and unfortunately I felt inclined to participate. First Aha! – What WAS I thinking??

A few minutes after I sent my direct reply I reread what I had wrote and said aloud “She’ll probably take offence to what I said.” Walter responded “Exactly!  It’s hers to take.”   Second and more important Aha! 


Deepak Chopra writes in The Law of “Karma” – The Seven Spiritual Laws of Success. 

“Whether you like it or not, everything that is happening at this moment is a result of the choices you’ve made in the past. unfortunately, a lot of us make choices unconsciously, and therefore we don’t think they are choices – and yet, they are. 

If I were to insult you, you would most likely make the choice of being offended. If I were to pay you a compliment, you would most likely make the choice of being pleased or flattered. But think about it: it’s still a choice. I could offend you and I could insult you and you could make the choice of not being offended.  I could pay you a compliment and you could make the choice of not letting that flatter you either. In other words most of us – even though we are infinite choice-makers – have become bundles of conditioned reflexes that are constantly being triggered by people and circumstances into predictable outcomes of behavior. These conditioned reflexes are like Pavlovian conditioning. Pavlov is famous for demonstrating that if you give a dog something to eat every time you ring a bell, soon the dog starts to salivate when you just ring the bell, because it has associated one stimulus for the other. 

Most of us, as a result of conditioning, have repetitious and predicable responses to the stimuli in our environment. Our reactions seem to be automatically triggered by people and circumstances, and we forget that these are still choices that we are making in every moment of our existence. We are simply making these choices unconsciously.” 

I did not mean offense by what I said.  My response did however include my share (yep…it was an opinion) that one has the option to choose more  wisely which battles are to be fought and which ones to let go of.  Having lived my entire life challenged by my reactions based upon my conditioning, I now work daily to be aware and to take time to choose how I react.  I recognize that by doing so I “allow” more often which then results in a happier space of mind and heart.  I truly wish others could be aware of this.  It may aid in a more positive and happier place for their mind and heart. 

What do you think?  

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Observation of Magnificent Proportions! – OoWoo #403

seriouslyOver the past year I have been systematically releasing all that I had embraced, all that I understood defined me.  Why? 

December 10th, 2014 I chose to put my foot down (proverbially) and follow my, and my family’s, dream to Costa Rica. Over the next 6 months we sold the house, the mustang convertible, 95% of the possessions we owned and we left Canada.  Woo Hoo! I was on my way to living my vision.

Or was I?

  • pick check markMy vision included an amazing view of the lake – check!
  • My vision included Walter playing piano – check!
  • My vision included teaching our son about living on purpose – check!
  • no check markMy vision included spending more quality time with my family – no check because while I was with them more often physically I was not as present as I had intended to be.
  • My vision included painting, being more creative – definitely no check as this part totally got lost in the shuffle.
  • My vision included creating something to teach children all we know – no check!

Why was I not living all the aspects of my vision? 

This leads to a further release of what I understood defined me….

I recently made the decision to move away from a course I’d been totally immersed in for the last few years. The teachings, the logic, the results of this course are phenomenal.  I loved the message and the methods. I loved guiding others and watching them find their bliss.  So why would I choose to remove myself?

external forcesIn going through this decision making process I realize I had concentrated on external forces which really had nothing to do with the actual teachings of the course.  The external included who said what, how it was said, what was implied, what was actually meant, how if felt.  While all of these points were certainly valid, and supported my decision to remove myself from the course, why was I still rehashing it  all in my mind? 

48 hours later I recognized a pattern!!!

Prior to heading out on my own as a consultant I had resigned from the last 2 corporations I worked for (1 for 5 years and another for 15). When I thought back to how I felt then and I how felt now…there were definite similarities.  I had also concentrated on the external when leaving these positions – who said what, how it was said, what was implied, what was actually meant, how if felt…same stuff repeated.  AND guess what? I rehashed it then! It took me years to release those situations fully. 

What a waste of brain cells!
No way do I want this situation to take that long.
So…Other than me, what was the common factor?

Over the last 2 days I looked within myself and realized I had not been aligned with my purpose. My efforts are supposed to be fulfilling my purpose are they not? But when I looked at these 3 situations I was working alongside others for someone else’s vision and mine got put on hold. 

Now, it did not start out that way.  I would like what was being offered. Enjoyed the product or business and the message. I would start out by being as helpful as I could. Learning as much as I could. I did what was expected of me and more often than not, what was not expected of me – typically exceeding expectations.  Taking on more responsibilities was common. I figured my place within the organization, my role, was helping me to fulfill my purpose.

meTHEN…I would get to a point where I started to become dissatisfied. I saw others’ ways of doing things were not in alignment with how I believed it could (and sometimes even ‘should’) be done. I took ownership in my mind…but it was not mine to take.  So when I became frustrated I blamed it on the fact we no longer saw eye to eye and I could not understand why they did not see my perspective.

Guess what?  It was never meant to be my direction for their vision.  It was their direction for their vision.  So when I started to believe in a different direction for their vision – this is when the discord started. This is when I became dissatisfied.  This is when I concentrated on the external BS and allowed it to affect me and how I was living my day. 

It was not about them.  It was about me.

By working on someone else’s vision I learned a great deal. I was able to be of service – something which is inherent to my core desires. But by doing all this I also postponing my own vision from developing. 

my dharmaI realized this week that I must follow MY vision.  I must have solid direction for MY vision. AND I must not waver. 

I realize these 3 scenarios are like me being that “square peg” and each of these other company’s directions was a different shaped hole.  If their “hole” is big enough, my “peg” can typically slide into place, although at no time is it a prefect fit.  These different shaped holes are created by and for the person whose vision it is. 

I realize I must clearly identify my vision and once I do, it will automatically be the same shaped hole as my peg.  This is when I will know it is my purpose, my true ‘perfect fit’. 

It is not their vision which defines me.  It is not my actions while working on their vision which defines me.  It is not continuing on or moving away from their vision which defines me. Me fulfilling my purpose for being, actually embracing, creating and living my dharma…THIS defines me.

So it’s not about who said what and what was said (etc.). It’s not about me not agreeing with someone or them not agreeing with me.  What they are doing and how they are doing it is absolutely perfect…for them! So while these discords may have been the catalyst which got me to move on or resign…they are not the true cause.  Any disharmony is mine and mine alone as I chose not to remain in alignment with my purpose.

pick check markGoing back to my vision checks.  I was not precise in what I wrote. My vision was not solid enough. 

February 7, 2014 I wrote “In order to teach the valuable lessons to our 8.5 year old son, …Why not create something which could be shared with children”. THIS has not been clearly defined in my written goals.  Although I teach all we’ve learned from Deepak, Wayne Dyer and so many other amazing authors…I have not been creating my vision…teaching children. 

My observations these past few days are of magnificent proportions and I’m grabbing a hold for life, my life!  

This week I am voluntarily choosing to be alone without electronics for 72 hours. My family drops me off shortly.  I am taking my paints, my canvases, my journal and a pen. I am going to spend time allowing my mind to become quiet. I plan to ponder my vision and flesh it out. Look out world…here I come!

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Shift My Personal Observations – OoWoo #402

for rentImagine getting ready to travel to a new country and prior to your arrival you agreed to rent a vehicle for your time away.  Imagine agreeing to rent this specific vehicle because it was supposedly the only one with easy-to-engage four-wheel drive – something you knew you needed while away. The shop owner knew you needed this type of four-wheel drive (because you told them during one of your discussions) and when you asked about negotiating the rental price, they refused.  You still considered it even though the rental value was twice what you were looking for – all because of that four-wheel drive.  The shop owner showed you pictures of their vehicle, reminding you that it was almost new and pristine and it had all the bells and whistles! So…. because you did not want to arrive without being able to get around properly right from the get go…you agreed to rent his vehicle.


Now…imagine upon your arrival, when you picked up the vehicle, the air conditioner was not working and the front passenger door was not working…but the shop owner promised these were to be fixed the following week – the parts were already on order.  So that first week, your partner crawled in the car through the driver’s door – believing the inconvenience was only temporary.  Then upon driving it around for a few weeks, you noticed the four-wheel drive only worked intermittently and half the time when you were on a steep, gravel road, it stalled. Any time you asked about the four-wheel drive you were informed by the shop owner that it was just part of what happens in the country and to switch to low gear, this should be able to get through the roads. 

out of orderFast forward 5 months and the air conditioner has just been fixed, the passenger door was fixed at the 3-month mark, the windshield washing pump stopped working and you had to get out to wash the windshield each time you could not see, the exhaust was hooked up incorrectly and needed to be repaired because it was a health concern for those in the vehicle, there were no seat belts in the back and these had to be installed and because the four-wheel drive kept cutting out, you had to drive constantly drive in low gear or use someone else’s car for the first few months…..

How would you feel?

What would you do?

This is an analogy of what has transpired during our transition to Costa Rica. If the actual case was a vehicle, I would demand to have another rental vehicle to use.  If the shop had no other vehicles to rent, I would then choose to cancel my rental agreement and go rent from someone else. 

seriouslyAfter driving this “vehicle” which kept having mechanical challenges, when one thing got fixed another broke, and we were told there were no other vehicles to be rented by the shop owner and his suggestion was I should adjust to the country’s way of doing things…even though I had originally agreed to rent the vehicle for a longer period of time, I chose to cancel the agreement. 

And now the “shop owner” is claiming I am being unreasonable, deceitful and duplicitous!

broken bridgeI struggled with this feedback. My personal ethics are such that when I agree to do something I do it. 

Walter asked me if I promised to cross a bridge and upon arrival the bridge was broken, it was unsafe and unstable, would I still proceed to cross the bridge? Should I still even attempt to cross the bridge?  No. I would either not go to the other side or find an alternative bridge to use.

So why am I struggling with this “vehicle” situation?

I have spent the last 5-1/2 months working around all the challenges with the “rental vehicle”. Earlier on I shared my dissatisfaction and frustration with the “shop owner” to which he responded by reducing the monthly “car” rental charge by 10%.  I have accommodated the inconveniences of repair work on a regular basis, and I am still living with another broken door and now have a radiator which overheats so we cannot use the car regularly.


Why was this happening to me?

There is the belief that everything which happens in your life you’ve causing it; We are the sole author of our story.  There is also the belief that when you are challenged with something it is there to reflect back what you need to deal with, what you need to face about yourself.  It is not about them – it is about me.

GREAT!    OK then….

Upon reflection last night I started to remember the Universe, God, my source chooses to test me during this life as there is something I am meant to learn and grow from.  I am of the understanding that we are given these tests continuously until we actually learn the lesson we were meant to.  And if we are being stubborn…well, maybe these lessons get bigger and more in-your-face than the previous, possibly subtle versions encountered. If that is the case…this is a doozey of a lesson!

What am I meant to learn here?

I recognize I am one of those people who likes to please everyone and I constantly seek approval. Even if I don’t care for someone’s perspective I tend to still “need” them to like me, be pleased with our interaction, know that I am good person….

What the heck?

Why should I care about someone else’s perception of me? 

Whose opinion actually matters?


Does it matter the “shop owner” believes he has done no wrong and is blaming me for his resulting situation of us breaking the contract? Does it matter the “shop owner” has sent me nasty notes? Does it matter…whatever he thinks? NO!

The only things which matters are what I know to be true, that I have done my best, that I am being a good person, that I am being kind to myself, that I am choosing to remove myself and my family from a challenging situation in order to maintain our love of why we chose to travel.

No one else’s opinions matter if I remain true to me and I am good!

This month we are wrapping up our reading of Scroll II.  I concentrate on my carry forward from this scroll “And most of all I love myself.”  While it is great to be kind and loving to others, I must remember to be kind and loving to myself first and always. 

The preamble to Week 10 of the Master Keys states: “The ordinary man, who has no definite knowledge of cause and effect, is governed by his feelings or emotions.  He thinks chiefly to justify his action. If he fails as a business man, he says that luck is against him. If he dislikes music, he says that music is an expensive luxury. If he is a poor office man, he says that he could succeed better at some outdoor work. If he lacks friends, he says his individuality is too fine to be appreciated. He never thinks his problems through to the end. In short, he does not know that every effect is the result of a certain definite cause, but he seeks to console himself with explanations and excuses. He thinks only in self-defence.”

And then 10.22 notes “Wisdom, strength, courage and all harmonious conditions are the result of power and we have seen that all power is from within; likewise, ever lack, limitation or adverse circumstance is the result of weakness and weakness is simply absence of power, it comes from nowhere, it is nothing – the remedy then is simply to develop power, and this is accomplished in exactly the same manner that all power is developed, by exercise.”

I choose my thoughts carefully.  I choose to shift my personal observations. I choose to love and be kind to myself.  I choose to live with wisdom, strength, courage and harmonious conditions.  I have the power within me to choose my thoughts and create my reality. I remain within my truth. 

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Freakin’ Pumped – OoWoo #401

Boy…that was a short lived “I’m done!”

(Walter suggested these now be called “OoWoo”s – Occasional Observations Without Opinion)

After hitting “post” last night on my #400/365 I turned to Walter and informed him I had posted my last DoWoo.  He immediately put his hand on his heart and said it hurt. Not only have I been DoWoo-ing this year, but both Gregory and Walter have been invested in my daily observations.

I explained I felt I must readjust myself and how I was investing my efforts.  I realized I need to reconnect with myself.  I felt like there was a shift happening. I could feel it shifting. Then I got to thinking…observing what was going on….

With all the “releasing” of the things from my previous life, there appears to be even more I needed to release.  Helping others in ways which are not in-line with my own personal direction has been causing me stress.  I like harmony.  I needed to right the situation.  

heros_journey4_8462With this shift, I realized I was hearing the call – the hero’s journey – and I chose to pick up the phone!  

Hmmm…I never would have associated releasing so many things as being part of the call which allows me to step into the unknown.  I would have imagined that it was more about gaining things.  I’ve always thought that when someone chooses to take a self development journey, they are typically looking for more.  They want to go somewhere – and are aiming for a space.

In my case, it’s almost like I am releasing these aspects so I can have the space and clarity to allow what is about to unfold to be available and I need to be receptive to whatever that is.  And what that is…is ME!

I am about to find out who I am.
I am so freakin’ pumped!

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I’m Done (for Now) – DoWoo #400/365

Just over a year ago I made a commitment of “Daily Observations WithOut Opinion” – To “DoWoo” for 365 days.  AND…I did it.   And some of those observations were fairly eye opening. I made a commitment to blog daily without fail. I did that as well.  Through a year when I participated as a Certified Guide in the Master Key course, assisted on a variety of projects within the class, managed my own business, reconnected with my siblings in order to offer assistance to our ailing mother, dealt with her passing and helped Walter through losing his own mother, we’ve sold our house, our convertible, and 95% of the possessions we owned, and moved to another country where they speak a different language…all this while keeping my commitment to myself.  I did it! 

Now…I’m done!  


I’ve decided to seriously reevaluate my direction and what I desire out of my life…to find a new focus for my journey of self discovery. I know it includes gratitude…so much gratitude for all that I have learned this year and am about to learn, gratitude for the support and love of so many amazing people along this journey and for all that is about to transpire.  Truely grateful!  I also know it involves teaching and guiding our son to be the best he can be, with the best way to do this is showing him how I am being the best me I can be. 

And as I wrote 2 days ago, to “be” I must first concentrate on my thoughts. Concentrate on the power of my mind. 


meI am embarking on a time devoted to myself and my family – with my loving and supportive husband, a man who loves me for everything I am and even for what I am not, and with our precious son who is at a pivotal juncture in his development.  

We chose this journey to Costa Rica to have a particular quality of life – and that is what I am about to seriously concentrate on. A realignment which concentrates on the positive teachings we embrace and use to guide others. 

Hasta que nos encontremos de nuevo. ¡Gracias!

Until we meet again. Thank you!


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Grateful Realignment – DoWoo #399/365

Gregory’s teacher asked him to do a presentation about Canadian holidays / celebrations using PowerPoint.  He got into PowerPoint and created pages with all the photos, titles and animation by himself.  He then pulled information on each of the 10 holidays / celebrations we chose to highlight and we worked together on his wording in English and the translation to Español.  We observed together that what you enter into a translation tool needs to be translated back to English to ensure it still says what you intended. Walter worked with him on his pronunciation. Today I am grateful I got time to spend with my son working on his presentation for school this week.  

I observed challenges today with having committed to other people’s agendas without a full review on whether these aspects were in line with my agenda.  Recognized I must continue to manage my expectations of myself.  Am revisiting my list of commitments to realign what are within my capabilities, what are reasonable activities to expand my capabilities and what I am passionate about pursuing.  I am confident tomorrow my activities will alter in line with my desires and the challenges I experienced today will dissipate.  I am grateful for this realization. 

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NOT Be, Do, Have – DoWoo #398/365

year3It has been a wonderful road I chose to take 2 years ago. And now…we are starting a 3rd year together – participating as Master Guides in the Master Key Experience.  I can only image being exactly where I am (and that’s a good thing!) I’ve had the pleasure of watching so many people from the same graduating class as me reach the goals they set for themselves…some having exceeded what they thought they were aiming for. I’ve had the honour of guiding some amazing students last year and seeing them soar. What a phenomenal space to be in. 

We chose to include our son this year.  The verbiage needs to be explained but he’s getting the hang of it – especially having listened to us for the last 2 years….and we moved to Costa Rica – so he KNOWS what you think about CAN become your reality. Now we get to help teach him what is within the Master Keys. 

We were breaking down the week 1 Master Key by Charles Haanel for him – paragraph by paragraph.  Paragraph 4:  This is true because we must “be” before we can “do”, and we can “do” only to the extent which we “are”, and what we “are” depends upon what we “think”. 

When we asked him to explain it back to us – he chose someone thinking about being a famous rock star. He got stumped on the ‘are’ and asked us to explain again. We explained that you ‘are’ only what you truly believe – so the stronger your thoughts mixed with true belief allows you to know you ‘are’ this thought.  OK – so he then said someone chooses to think they are a famous rock star and then he does all the things, practices what he needs to do, to be the rock star and after he does this then he can be the rock star. 


not be do haveNumerous times in my network marketing career I’ve heard people share “Be. Do. Have” as their mantra.  The explanation – first you must be the person you wish to be, then you must do the things the person you wish to be should be doing, then and only then will you have the things you wish to have.

MKE1.4Pondering this…I believe ‘having’ is irrelevant.  It’s about thinking, believing, knowing you are, then doing and then being.  AND the key is adding feeling to your thoughts and your beliefs – at the core.  When you travel this way, and remove the material stuff (the having) you concentrate on the end result of being who you were meant to be.  

Being!  THIS is your purpose. This is what you get to find within the Master Key Experience. 

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Jam-Packed GFs – DoWoo #397/365

20151002_060906Started the day reading Og in bed with Gregory. What a way to start a day! He keeps catching words that he is working on understanding and asking.  It’s interesting to break it down to a simplistic way of understanding.   The old English within the book was interesting to explain.   Am grateful for the opportunity to spend this time with our son – teaching him, guiding him, preparing him for an amazing journey…his life! 

20151002_101445Barber Walter stepped up to the plate next – using the clippers on Gregory’s hair … and then mine!  Am grateful Walter is brave enough to take care of my hair when I’m willing to shave it all off in the heat! 

Worked through the last of the DMPs which had been submitted, wrapping up the day with 100% submission from the team I’m working with this year.  It’s a different feeling than last year, having worked through so many now – the comfort is there. AND the knowledge of the importance of someone else’s dreams…the importance of the written word. Grateful for the experience and most grateful for having been entrusted with such a wonderful opportunity to assist others. 

20151002_123442While working at my desk, I can see (peripheral vision) if a car goes down our cul-de-sac. There are no other houses past ours. I looked up as they went down and then looked up again as they rolled back down. I waved.  I wave and/or smile at everyone here. The driver stopped the car and got out. Walter went out to meet him. Turns out the couple were driving around looking for customers – they sell fresh fish.  Opening up the back of the truck they had a cooler the width of the car – fish of all kinds along with fresh jumbo shrimp. We restrained ourselves and purchased only a 1/2 kilo of the shrimp and fish fillets.  Mmmm.  I am grateful to live in a place where fresh produce arrives at our door unexpectedly. 

20151002_161050Today was hot with minimal wind. It got up to about 35 degrees Celsius with only 57% humidity. The fans were spinning and I was dripping.  Late in the afternoon we could see clouds starting in the distance – darker and then thunder.  Eventually the rain came. You could see the steam coming off the stone patio as the rain connected. Walter suggested we go play…so we did.  We danced. We hugged. We sang. We ran around. Gregory kicked off his shoes and ran barefoot as the water on the patio was warm – having warmed with the heat from the sun on the rocks.  I am grateful for the opportunity to play in the rain and to create this memory with my family.   Double power pose!

And not only do we have free food (in the trees on the properties and on the side of the road), turns out we also have free shower facilities….

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Impressed – DoWoo #396/365

We started the 2015 Master Key Experience course on September 27th.  I am committed to my further personal growth and look forward to all what this year has in store for us and those we are working with.

This evening Walter and I sat down with Greg. He has been reading Og Mandino’s “The Greatest Salesman in the World”.  This evening we explained he could no longer read it to himself – we need to read it just before bed – aloud!

To help him (he’s only 10) we lay down together on the bed and each took 2 pages to read aloud with him.  Both Walter and I are used to reading aloud and as adults we can put all the inflections needed – especially having read this for 2 years.

I was impressed with our little man. He read really well. Including the modulation of his voice and the inflection in his words.  While he stumbled on some of the larger words…he got quite a number of them by himself.  I am so looking forward to the next 6 months of breaking these lessons down for him and helping him to understand his abilities.

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Need For Approval – DoWoo #395/365

ID-100214042One of the things I have struggled with lately is my need for approval.  I know that only my opinion of myself matters. I teach our son for him to remain true to himself. I see a lot of myself in him…in how he interacts with others, and his need for approval. Where does this meme stop? 

The meme stops when I can understand where it starts, what triggers it and then choose a different path, so that I create a new meme which is in keeping with what I know to be true.

So…where did it start?  Walter and I discussed it and we looked at my family. I remember as a child having either approval from my mother or my father. Rarely did I have both their approvals. I recall bringing home my grade 5 report card – filled with VG (the highest mark you could get) with only 1 G (the next down). My father asked me what happened in the 1 subject to get a G. It was a defining moment…I did not share my report card with him (willingly) again. 

Then I looked at my siblings. They were all older with my closest siblings, 4, 5.5 and 6.5 years older being mostly a clique and then the oldest from this paired with my brother who is 8 years older and lastly the 2 oldest being mostly on their own – other than they tended to ‘take care’ of my (babysit) while my mother was working.  I was the odd one out from a sociability perspective. 

Now add to this they are all motivated by power – strength and moving things forward. I was a social being – motivated by intimacy – connecting with people around me. So…if I could not connect with them (due to the age differences) I connected with my friends and support circle. But, because I wanted to belong, I still attempted to seek my siblings out….without getting what I desired. I can’t imagine why?  I was a complete angel!  NOT! I was a bit of a brat when I think about it. 

As an adult I have always looked for approval – shining when the work place management would pat me on the back and sulk when management did not provide that appreciation. I spent years looking for approval and allowed the environment to dictate my thoughts. 

No longer!

They say the first thing one must do is recognize what is going on. Check  check mark

Then you have to identify it as it happens. Check

Lastly you replace the thought process with a new (healthier) thought process. Working on it! 

Walter has agreed to assist me.  I’ve always admired people who are able to allow things to bounce off them. To be confident in themselves and project this air of total alignment of their actions and thoughts, knowing their self worth, relying only on themselves for approval. I vow to seek this in others so I may educe this in myself.  Thank you for being here. 

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Thank You – DoWoo #394/365

kittens huggingA day filled with blessings. I got to work with people on fine turning their dreams today. I got to reconnect with some fantastic people who had a large door close on their life and an even larger door open – all in the space of 2 weeks.  I got to cook a healthy dinner for the family. I got to witness kindness of someone sharing a healing method and see it work. I got to work with Walter and help him with a project. I got to accept an offer to assist. I got to accept to assist. And I got to hear my son say to Walter “I’m very grateful for all that we have.” . 

So many blessings! So many reasons to be grateful. I take this time to agree with our son…I am grateful for all that we have. I gave him an extra big cuddle this evening. Thank you. 

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Today’s Space – DoWoo #393/365

OK…so today was a bit of an interesting situation.  I had one aspect which was this major big good thing going on, a whole bunch of normal stuff, and then this major big definitely not a good thing which happened.  And somewhere along the line it all was just…the day. 

uh oh…did I loose my oomph somewhere? 

I’ve written about my mom telling me to learn to be less about the highs and lows – to be more about neutral.  Did not like that space.  I’ve written about work managers coaching me to tone it down – be less…well, less a lot of things. Did not like that space either. 

Somehow I’ve gotten to a space where things just are.  I can appreciate that today was a great day for a whole bunch of reasons.  I can also recognize that the not so nice stuff…well, it was not so nice. But what I observed today was me not feeling like I had to react to it all at a super level.  Not sure what this means but will think on it some more. 

I’m going to wrap up today with the way I started it.  My son made me the best birthday card ever! Inside he used our mantra…adding his own twist in the brackets.  He wrote “You are, whole (no whole grain), purfect, strong (stronger than superman), powerful, loving (I love you!), harmonies, and happy!”  Love his spelling of harmonious!

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Solidification – DoWoo #392/365

Today was a day to reflect on yesterdays epiphanies – and relish in finding what I am passionate about.  Interestingly there was a slide which stated “All things a 10 year old can do, it’s that easy.” I felt my alignment slipping further into place – solidifying my vision. 

Being a Master Guide during this years Master Key Experience is exciting.  I feel there is a shift in my inner self.  Finding what I am passionate about and where my vision wishes to guide me, helps me to position myself to guide others in finding their bliss. 

Am looking forward to the next 6 months journey.  I am excited about finding out about others dreams and helping them to identify and reach out to their purpose, their dharma.  What a great way to invest my efforts. A perfectly wonderful day! 

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Double Header – DoWoo #391A/365

in the mirrorMy son helped turn the mirror on me this evening.

Late this afternoon I asked Gregory to help us by washing up the dishes before I made the pizza as it would give me room to work. It took him forever. He was working with cold water after I had already asked him to work with warm water. I got frustrated. I was sharp with him.

Later I sat down and asked whether he knew I did not like being sharp with him. He agreed he does not like it either. Then he said “It’s like if we were reversed, and you and daddy were the kids and I was the father and if I yelled at you I would not feel very good.”  We agreed we would both do what we need to do to avoid these situations.

In looking back over more recent event, I find I tend to put pressure on Gregory. I forget sometimes he is 10 and I should be allowing him to be 10. We all grow up eventually and we are adults for a very, very, very long time – you only get to be a kid for a short time!

I recognize that a moment in anger, frustration, or annoyance is a moment which has been wasted – you can never get that moment back.  And how can you feel anything other than negative with all of these emotions? So not only have you wasted it, it has been wasted in a way which breeds further negative emotion. 

Another part of my DMP – I remain calm and ensure each moment is filled with positive emotions and thoughts, resulting in positive actions and results. 

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Falling Into Alignment! – DoWoo #391/365

I was writing to a friend of mine in Scotland today when I paused and reviewed what I had typed – “Even though Gregory is only 10 we’re going to include him when we do our daily exercises. My vision is to create something for 10 to 16 year old kids.  Imagine teaching this age group about the power of their mind, allowing them to recognize they can create whatever they imagine, they have the ability to calm their mind and their souls and to fully realize their purpose – all this at such an early age.  To have these tools to carry with them through their entire lives rather than waiting till a later stage of life.  Priceless!”

When I first participated in the Master Key Class I had a vision about 1/2 way through – it was when I did my first bit-strip cartoon – why not teach the kids this stuff!   It was put to the side as what we were both focusing became our reality (Costa Rica). Now it appears I am circling back.

Tonight we had our pizza and a movie night. While searching for a movie on Netflix I came across one from 2005 which I had not noticed before.  “The Adventures of Sharkboy and Lavagirl”.  

So in keeping with the teachings I’ve learned over the years, what I envision we can help our young teens understand.  The hero is being coached by his guides to go to the dream layer….“Everything that is or was began with a dream.” and to get there you must “travel through the passage of time, catch the train of thought, swim down the stream of consciousness and skate across the sea of confusion, covered in ice.”  going on to say “To put things back in order, just stay positive.”

Towards the end they state “When you make your dreams a reality, reality becomes a dream.” and “Dream a better dream then work to make it real.”

I totally believe what transpired today, the night before the first webinar session of the 2015 Master Key Experience, were my signs to realign and focus on this next stage of my vision – my dharma.  Woo hoo and Whew!  I have my new DMP!

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Home – DoWoo #390/365

As we flew over the coast of Costa Rica, heading into Liberia, Walter reminded me what we said 8 years ago when we first came to this country. We were standing on the tarmac at the airport, hoping on a small 8 seater plane to go to Palma Sur from San Jose – when we both said ‘This feels like home.”

Turns out we were right.

It was a long day but were back at our rental property with our ‘awesome’ view. The weather feels good. The energy feels good.  We are home.

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Where Do I Belong? – DoWoo #389/365

I sit here, the night before we depart Canada and return to Costa Rica and wonder…Where do I belong?

Having spent a whirlwind two weeks in Canada, recognizing I was born and raised here, I do not feel like I belong here. The pace, the energy, do not jive with my inner space. I find the lights too much. The traffic too much. The hustle of the interaction with others too much. The underlying drive for more, without satisfaction for the most part, too much.   This does not feel like home.

Now, this could be just the ‘city’ life which I have come back to. So I consider whether there could be other spaces within Canada.  While I’ve travelled coast to coast and seen numerous cities, the larger the city, (it seems) the more hustle one must deal with. When I commuted to Calgary, I experienced a different overall perspective on life when communing with those who live there. And while I’ve visited other locations where life seemed simpler, sometimes this came with a daily life which was hard. It is highly possible that somewhere within Canada there is a space which would appeal to what I’m wanting to align myself with – however, I’m not sure it would offer all what I’ve experienced thus far in Costa Rica.

When I consider where we are heading to – the slower vibe, the underlying entrepreneurial spirit which seems to permeate many of the locals we’ve met, the energy of the wind, rain, air and water, the rhythm – it all resonates with me.  While I’ve only been in Costa Rica a short while, it represents what I inherently feel is MY inner vibe.

I feel different going this time. I’m glad we were here. I’m looking forward to going home.

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3m Adjustment – DoWoo #388/365

Gregory and Walter were departing quite early this morning to go down and visit Walter’s dad. We were putting stuff into the car for drop off when Gregory said he was looking forward to going back to Costa Rica. Why?  “‘Cause it’s cold here!”

It was only 40 degrees F / 4 degrees C at that time of the morning.   You could see our breath in the morning air.  However…right now, it’s about 77 F / 25 C with the sun shining brightly in my eyes.  Welcome to the first day of fall in southern Ontario, Canada!

While it’s typical for us to experience these weather shifts, it only took us 3 months to get used to the weather in Costa Rica.  Where we are renting, it ranges from about 20 to 28 (including overnight).

I was speaking with someone today who emigrated to Canada.  I commented on the pace of the Toronto area compared to Costa Rica – with Toronto being (on my experience) about an 8/10 on the hustle scale compared to CR being about a 3/10.  From her perspective Toronto was laid back compared to where she came from. We agreed going back to your home is a bit of a shock – she too went back to her home country after 3 months and noticed a significant shift.


Having counselled on the cultural shifts which one typically goes through when moving to another country, I understood there were certain stages we would work through.  Being prepared for the shifts did not make them disappear – just allowed us to be a bit more aware so we could deal with them. Coming back after 3 months allowed me to put a lot of what we are learning about ourselves and our environment into perspective.

I am most grateful we were able to do this time here.  I’m with Greg though and am also very grateful we are leaving before it gets any colder.

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