Am struggling today. Not sure whether that is an observation or an opinion. Either way it is not a nice space. While I continue to consider all the various aspects to assist how to proceed, I will share a bit of my struggle and then tomorrow…I may see a different perspective.
Every evening I sit at my computer reviewing my day – pondering whether I made a difference in someone’s life or someone else made a difference in mine. I do my best to observe the miracles of the day – the nuances which make today a unique experience – and release the need for opinions to impact how I view the day. I share my journey through this realignment – hoping that by doing so I may also inspire others in their thinking.
Up till now this has been mostly a journey of growth towards who I envision myself to be … who I am at my best. Today…not so much! When the image of mortality is standing in the doorway, leaning on the door jam and occasionally ringing the bell to get my attention, I find myself faltering in my progression.
I recognize myself as someone who likes to have a semblance of control in any given situation. I need not always be the lead but at minimum I prefer to know I have the ability to choose how I interact or contribute. A situation arose today where I have been asked to do something – not providing this action as a choice. Therefore it appears more like a duty or a requirement.
There is no right or wrong in this situation – as that would indeed be an opinion. There is only truth. I choose to allow my heart to ponder this overnight and will embrace my truth – whatever that may be – tomorrow.
Trust yourself, your heart, Carolynn. You know more than you realize.
And remember….
Love is immortal, eternal, transcendant. Mortality is powerless over love.
God bless you!
Blessings, love and hugs Cassandra. Thank you for being here for me!
I can totally relate to your feelings Carolynn. About a year ago I started writing in a journal every night –
3 things I value about myself,
3 things or people I really appreciate for the things they have helped me with or helped me understand on a deeper level and
3 ways I have added value to someone else’s life that day.
I also have 2 packs of Abraham Hicks oracle cards and pick one from each set every day and write them in my journal too. It is amazing how often I have picked the same cards! When I really understand the message I find those cards don’t come up again. I guess it’s a funny little habit I have set up but it always makes me feel happy and grateful looking for the good in each day.
Fantastic way to invest your evening! Thank you Sandra for sharing!